Today soo tired lor. Then still got tat Hana teaching, even more i wan to fall asleep sia. After school stayed bac for the official school opening rehearsal, the back box theater nice leh, but quite cold tho. Had to rush for training after tat. Wen I reached, abit late, was greeted wif 'You look werid[in school uni]' . I was tinking : wateva lah, it sch uni wad cn i do bout it lor. During training so sian, feel like bowling bout felt TOTALLY screwed then like try to unscrew everything n made it worse instead.. Sian lor.
Training, which i USED to enjoy. has now become a chore(?), kinda feel like Totally left out, making me tink of the pri sch days. The more I tink of it the more I miss my pri school friends, the closeness of the team, the closeness of like EVERYONE. Here I just feel like a outsider watching them, they r close since like pri school.. I wish i could still enjoy their company but.. Feeling left out is not something tat i cn enjoy. I want to b myself, to b accepted as myself. Dun judge me, I am who I am. I may not b who you want me to b but.. Accept me as who I am. All I ask is for you to accept me as ME. (YOU cn b more then 1 person). LOL. Intense Muchh!
OMG! I wanna CLASS TEE! MEMORIES! Tis class may not b perfect, may not b the best but still its not tat bad(except for... well TWO - names will not b mentioned > M** n Z*** [LOL :)] ). Next yr all of us will b in diff classes, even tho its not the best of classes, i will still miss tis class. The funny things tat was done, the fun stuff tat happened, ETC. C.L.A.S.S T.E.E!!! :D